07.27.2025

Currently sitting down at the airport, after visiting my parents for 2 days. One thing that is so true about the spiritual journey is, if you think you've really grown go visit your family. My parents are getting older, and I can still notice some of the unconcious patterns that have developed within their relationship.
It's a tough one to swallow to be honest, especially with my nieces taking the brunt of it all.
I can see a lot of the patterns that have been passed over to my older sister as well, and it has me looking inward on how I process all of this and how it shows up in the world.
There's also a feeling of learning how to be more present with them.. especially as i'm watching them go through their own journey with their own parents getting older. Dealing with the elderly is pretty tough, and I'm not sure how ready I am right now.
But having this thought makes me realize it's time to start taking of myself and learning how to deal with grief and loss in a healthy way.

07.27.2025

hey, i changed some things up after re-doing the site once again , I wanted it all to be a bit more free flowing and less rigid. so I went with a simple design to avoid any sort of distraction with the content being the thing that matters.. it's kinda all moving a bit more forward into a journal format or w.e comes to mind while i'm sitting here updating the site.